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cool! musically inclined! i hate bein me!!well, i luv playin my guitar and drums. i luv jrock, jpop, ROCK, PUNK, GOTHIC, EMO and lht hehehe.. hip-hop bulok hihihi
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April 18th, 2004

how evil r yah???!!!

Posted by flame_of_hope at 11:50 PM on April 18, 2004.

/gee gee bwahahaha!!! pure daw!! not dat evil nmn pow!!



How evil are you?



ei im just bored.. just ignore me n lng hihihihi
Currently listening to: megalomaniac

2 RoCkSTaR

HYDE-HYDE-HYDE

Posted by flame_of_hope at 11:28 PM on April 18, 2004.

well.. hmmnn.. here's d lyrx of prayer byHYDE
asteg mga pare.. JROCK rulez!!
Prayer lyrics


I'm crossing the borderline
Without a sound
A wilderness
No one could ever know
The sadness
How it brings me down
I know I have no choice

Is it wise? Taking a life?

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the light
I draw the gun
And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a dream
I stray

I'm crossing the borderline
God's on my side
The sacrifice
We make in heaven's name
I'm praying
But there's no escape
I fire a ball of lead
It's so cold
This can't be love

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the light
I draw a gun
And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a dream
I stray

And I need to know
Tell me how I should see the light
I draw the gun
And I take aim
The world stands still
Like a dream
Hear me pray
I stray
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ala lng.. wana share my LSS [<-Last SOng SYnDrOmE]
hehehe
Currently listening to: Prayer
Currently feeling: crushed

2 RoCkSTaR

DrAyB

Posted by flame_of_hope at 11:09 PM on April 18, 2004.

Artist: Incubus
Song Title: Drive
Album: Make Yourself

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear
take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before,
and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find I
should be the one behind the wheel.

Chorus
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes. yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there,
I'll be there.

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
will I choose water over wine
and hold my own and drive? oh oh oooh.
It's driven me before
and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that
when I drive myself my light is found.

Chorus
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes. Yeah.
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there,
I'll be there...

Would you choose water over wine....
hold the wheel and drive?

Chorus
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes.
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
I'll be there

Dududuu Dududu Dududududu
Tomorrow Dududududuu
Dududuuu Dududu Dududududu
Tomorrow...
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very cool!! i luv dis song sbra!! and luv ko c BRANDON BOYD.. i wish im his sister or smethng close to him.. hahaha *in my dreams*

peace out y'all!!
INCUBUS
Currently listening to: drive by incubus
Currently feeling: inspired

wanna rock wit m

victim

Posted by flame_of_hope at 11:17 AM on April 18, 2004.

hahahaha tawa aq ng tawa kgbe.. gling ni chocol8 and ni ate gay!! kulit nla hehe.. nsa rum ko aq nun.. mag-isa, nanunood ng t.v... wla aqng ksama nun xe un ate ko nsa fairview.. aiun.. npadaan aq sa abs-cbn.. tpos..

zhai: waw victim.. 4 sure ka2tawa toh..
[knakausap ko srili ko nun hihihi ]

nanood n q.. un naunang dalawng nangvctim ata mdyo corny tpos un cla ate gay na.. tawa n q ng tawa.. pano b nmn nanggu2lat cla.. hahaha la lng.. cgro nako-kornihan keio sa kwn2 ko pero 4 sure kpg napanood nyo dn nah mata2wa keio hahaha!! xe gan2 un nanggu2lat cla habang naglalakad tpos kunware my mahu2log sa taas lht nmn ng ksabay nla ilag dn tpos tngin sa taas.. tpos kunware dn na my naapakan cla or nadulas.. and pnakags2 kong part is un c ate gay nkatayo lng sa isang tabe tpos ccgaw c chocol8 ng "ate gay".. tpos lht nmn ng andun iiwas sa knla.. hahahah.. PINOY nga nmn.. ala lng share ko lng... tnanong nga aq nun helper nmin d2 sa house bkt daw aq 2matawa kgbe hihihi la lng..
aiun..
cge nxt tym n lng ulit..
Currently listening to: biglaan by 6cycleminds
Currently reading: a b n k k b s n p l a ko by bob ong
Currently feeling: cheerful

wanna rock wit m

April 17th, 2004

the hell i care?!

Posted by flame_of_hope at 02:31 PM on April 17, 2004.

badtrip sbra nkakairita n tlga un guy n un .. bwct... haaayyy sna tamaan xa ng kidlat.. haay naku.. pabayaan n nga un...

well.. im goin 2 play ulit un RAGNAROK nka2bato d2 sa house wlang magwa...

wla lng.. sbrng boring netong blog na toh hahaha!! pasenxa nah bago plng po....

cge till here n lng ulit...
Currently listening to: horizon by hyde
Currently reading: a b n k k b s n p l a ko by bob ong
Currently feeling: irritated

wanna rock wit m

April 16th, 2004

bkt gan2?! [hopeless romantic]

Posted by flame_of_hope at 09:52 PM on April 16, 2004.

waahh!! im so scared 2 love agen.. haayy... lyf nga nmn... hmmnn.. i wish im [ lge n lng gan2.. well,.. infairness naiiyak aq ha?! hnd nmn sa nagda-drama e xe ewn q... nka2inis na ah.. paulit-ulit n lng ngya2re hnd p q m22.. hayy..

lyk n lng nun kay chriz.. sbrang mnahal q un tpos mki2pagbreak sa 2nd monthsry nmin.. xe bgla daw aqng nanlamig e hnd nmn... ewn q sa knya kng bkt ganun.... e maayos nmn lht dte...
cgro ganun n lng tlga... hnd kme pra sa isa't-isa.. haf tah accpt dat...
tpos un sumunod nmn.. wla dn ngyre... ewn q.. aq nga b tlga my problema.. sana sbhin nla skin kng ano pra nmn mlaman q..

hmmnn... well.. dats lyf... i just haf 2 accpt d reality n hopeless romentc tlga aq.. aiun...
lyf's just a game.. i nid 2 fyt bak.. kng madapa man aq ulit, kaya q ng tumayo sa sarili qng mga paa sa 2long "Niya", [kla2 nyo nnmn cgro kng cnong Niya db?!]

haaayy.. dme n qng n22nan sa 15 years kng tnagal d2..
msasabe qng ang buhay ay tlgang isang laro lmang.. klngan mong maglaro at lumaban para mkasabay ka sa mga taong kalaro moh... xe kng hnd ka magla2ro at hnd k lumaban TALO k n... wlng mangya2re seio...

mrmeng beses kng mada2pa pero 4 sure sa pagdapa mong un, pagnkatayo k n ulit my n22nan kng bago.. bagong taktika pra mksabay.. bgong kaalaman pra sa su2nod n my mkipaglaro seio ulit hnd kn magpa2dapa..

yan ang buhay... at oo nga pla bago ko mkalimutan hnd nabu2hay ang isang tao n mag isa lmang.. lage 2ng my ksama.. ksama s pki2paglaro at ksama mo sa pagtayo mong muli...
wag mong hayaan ang pagka2taon n magpsalamat sa taong iyon dhil wlng nka2alam bka bukas wla n xa...
un lng..

cge till here n lng ulit.............
Currently listening to: prayer by hyde
Currently reading: a b n k k b s n p l ko by bob ong
Currently feeling: hopeless romantic

wanna rock wit m

himala

Posted by flame_of_hope at 03:25 PM on April 16, 2004.

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HIMALA take one

~himala, kasalanan bang humingi ako sa langit ng isang
himala, kasalanan bang humingi ako sa langit ng isang himala~

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oo nga nmn.. ksalanan bang humingi sa langit ng isang himala.. libre nmn humiling ah.. pero klngan lng wag kang umasa nah m22pad un... wahahaha la lng.. nrinig q lng xe sa ate q knakanta nya..
aiun.. share..
hmmnn.. amp.. wla aqng mgwa kya gnwa k tong blog na toh..
aiun..
cge nxt tym n lng ulit..Ü
Currently listening to: himala by rivermaya
Currently reading: a b n k k b s n p l a ko by bob ong
Currently feeling: blah

3 RoCkSTaR

YoU

Posted by flame_of_hope at 12:09 PM on April 16, 2004.

YOU by athena cage
It's time to be honest with myself i've fooled around too long now all I think about is you and what we used to have i'm scared to live without your love coz you were really all i had now my only love has gone away and it hurts so bad ***The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only man I need in my life, is you .is you, is you is you, baby.*** It's time to be honest with you babe you made me a better woman you cared for me so much so much you scared me boy Now I feel you in the air I breath even though you're not in front of me you were like a summer breeze and it's killing me ***The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only thing I need in my life, is you.The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only thing I need in my life, is you.is you babe*** You're the only man I'm tired of crying, come back in my life think about it, it's been awhile I've never meant to hurt you baby you're the only man I need..... ***The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only thing I need in my life, is you.The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only thing I need in my life, is you.is you the only man is youthe only man is you The only thing that's missing in my life, is you.The only thing I need in my life, is you.the only man is you..***
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ganda ng song n yan.. lalo n un chorus..

"the only thing dta's missing in my lyf is you.. the only man i nid in my lyf is you, is you, is you...."
hmmnn.. pero luk nmn un first stanza..

"It's time to be honest with myself i've fooled around too long now all I think about is you and what we used to have i'm scared to live without your love coz you were really all i had now my only love has gone away and it hurts so bad"

wla lng.. xe prng linoko nya ung guy,, tpos un.. nagcc rn xa sa huli dhil sa gnawa nya.. pero bkt ganun sa huli tlga nagccc noh?! o tlgang ganun n tlga?! wla lng.. e pano kng hnd k n mhal nun guy?! yan xe tanga hahaha joke.. sbrng wla tlga aqng mgwa eh.. aiun..
pero s 2wing niicp k 2ng kanta my naiicp aqng isang person.. yeah.. c patrick hihihi.. ala lng.. share.. well past is past.. pero infairnss dme k n22nan sa relationship nmin ni trick.. well.. aiun.. sayang sbra.. haha nagccc aq wahahaha.. ala lng... cge nxt tym ulit
Currently listening to: YOU by athena cage
Currently reading: ang paboritong libro ni hudas by bob ong
Currently feeling: nothing

wanna rock wit m

bad trip

Posted by flame_of_hope at 08:40 AM on April 16, 2004.

waahhh.. ang boba q tlga [ei msanay n keio xe gan2 tlga aq hehehe] asar.. imbis na submit q, click k un REFRESH!! waahh.. ulit nnmn... haba nun eh.. cge n nga e2 nah

galit skin kuya q.. dhil cgro sa kaga2wan q n rn.. pero npkasimpleng bagay pnagtatalunan p nmin... aq nga xe un my kasalanan hehehe aiun... kuya sry na po..
ac2ally hnd q tlga xa kuya.. hihihi kuya-kuyahan q lng pero i treat him as my big bro n rn.. pero mas matanda aq sa knya.. wla lng gs2 q lng na magng kuya xa hihihi npagkasunduan nnmin un.. aiun.. nkila2 q lng po xa sa YM.. la lng.. tpos close n kme... gs2 nyo xa mkita.. ok cge.. hehehe.. tgnan nyo n lng sa gallery okies?! aiun.. he's a nice kuya kaso inaaway q lage.. hehehe.. kuya peace tyo.. aiun..

ei my nkila2 nga pla aq sa frendster sbrng nice and dmeng alam.. 4 suremrme aqng m222nan sa guy na toh.. he's name is david nathaniel.. cute noh.. hehe im goin 2 post his pic n rn d2..ÜÜ well.. nagng close lg kme kgbe.. chat chat lng and den *whappack* mdyo dme q n lam 2ngkol sa knya hehehe.. kya ko xa nkila2 dhil sa accnt q sa frendster na ADIKsaRAGNAROK.. asteg nga eh.. nagpost xe xa sa bulitin board.. ang title "..." e wla lng.. wla aqng mgwa so open ko xa.. and e2 nakalagay..

-->>wala sigurong makakabasa nito...siguro
matatabunan na lang to ng iba pang mga messages o
surveys...pero

pucha pasensya na sa nagbabasa nito...dito ko na
lang,sa message na to,ibubuhos ang lahat ng galit
ko...

pucha naaasar na ako sa buhay ko...hindi ako
tanga o gago na suicidal,pero pag di ko na talaga
napigil papatayin ko na sarili ko...tangna
yan...naaasar na ako...

sorry talaga sa bumabasa nito...sa inyo ko pa ata
naibuhos ang galit ko...pasensya na...na
weweirdohan na siguro kayo sakin...lintik
yan...basta bahala na....

by: Maranatha<<--


ayan un... so i replied kng ano prob nya and den un.. delay nga pla aq nagreply.. la lng.. tpos aiun.. friends n kme.. sbrng baet rn nyan eh.. so.. aiun.. un lng ngyre.. till here n lng po...

b4 nga pla i end dis.. "i thnk im inluv" nyahaha..
check nyo nga pla n gallery q andn pix nun kuya q and ni david nathaniel hihi la lng
Currently listening to: noypi by bamboo
Currently reading: young blood
Currently feeling: uncomfortable

wanna rock wit m

April 15th, 2004

sad....

Posted by flame_of_hope at 10:49 AM on April 15, 2004.

>>minsan tlga hnd ntn lam n my mwa2la sting npaka impostatng tao o bagay sa buhay ntn<<
so here's a stry from the bulitin board sa frndster q..

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Kakauwi ko lang from school. Pag uwi
sobrang
pagod. Binaba ko bag ko at nahiga sa sofa. Sarap
ng pakiramdam ng mapahinga. Matagal akong
nakahiga nang di ko namalayan na nakakatulog
na pala ko. Biglang nagvibrate ang celfon ko. I
checked kung sino. I opened my inbox---


"misan akala mo nasasayo na ang lahat
pagnasayo na ang taong mahal mo.
Pro lahat na nga ba?
Gano ka kasigurado na iyo na sya
Habang buhay? Kaya ngyn plng alagaan mo na
Habang nandyan pa!"



Sender:
h0ney ko



It's a usual quote coming from my boyfriend.
Dahil sa antok ko, di ko na nireplyan. Again my
cell vibrated. 1 message received---



"nVr hold in2 smtnG too TyT..
Cz smWer N d MiddLe U
MyT Lus heR. Dnt put UrseLf in2
smTng U knW U cnT Let Go.."



Sender:
h0ney ko



Naku naman pagod na pagod ako so tinuloy ko na
ang pagtulog ko. Hindi ko na maintindihan ang
sense ng message niya dahil sa antok so pano pa
ko magrereply? Again nagvibrate nanaman
pero di ko n pinansin pro ayan nanaman.

2 messages received---

First message:
"I jst wnt u to knw dt I love u&evn
God takes me away from you
It wont change.You own my heart
Till d very last breath il take."



Sender:
h0ney ko



Pinatay ko na ang cell ko ng hindi binabasa ang
isa pang message. Kaya natulog na lang ako ulit.
pggising ko wala na kong battery so I charged
my cell and I tried calling her with my
landline. I tried 5x kakatawag pero wala
talagang sumasagot. After 30 minutes my landline
rang. Sister ni Alexis(h0ney ko), so I asked
her "bakit walang tao sa bahay niyo?" Di siya
sumagot.Umiiyak siya. So I asked: "bakit? Ano
nangyari?" Biglang may naghello, ang dad nila ni
Alexis pala, so I asked "Tito ano po
nangyayari?"
Sinabi niya sakin ng walang pagaalinlangan---



"Umalis kami nanood kami ng sine. Nagpaiwan si
Alexis dahil ang sabi iya pupunta ka daw dito sa
bahay. Hihintayin ka daw niya. Dahil sa sinabi
niya iniwan namin siya....."



Nagulat ako sa sinabi ni tito. Ngayon ko lang
naalala na pupuntahan ko nga pala siya. Hindi
ako nakapagsalita dahil bigla na akong
kinabahan. Tinuloy ni tito ang pagsasalita---



"pagdating namin nakita nalang namin siya na
patay na. Sinaksak siya ng mga nanloob sa bahay
namin. Wala na siya."



Nagblanko ang paningin ko pati na rin ang
pagiisip ko.


"Di ka kasi pumunta. Inuna mo ang kung ano anong
mga bagay.Di mo man lang siya naisip."


Di ko alam kung sino ang nagsasalita konsensya
ko ba to o ang daddy niya?! Do ko na alam ang
nangyayari sakin.


P******** nawala na sakin ang mahal ko!!!!



Di ko alam kung sa anong dahilan pero binuksan
ko ang cellphone ko na 5 oras na plang
nakacharge. Ang message nya na hindi ko binasa
nandun pa rin. Hindi ko alam kung bubuksan ko pa
o hindi but still binuksan ko na rin---



"h0n TULNGAN M KO PAPATAYN NLA KO!!!"


Sender:
h0ney ko





Di ako makapunta sa bahay nila dahil sa hiya. Di
ko man lang madalaw siya dahil di ko matanggap
sa sarili ko na makikta ko siyang nakahiga na.
Di ko maisip na wala na ang taong
pinakamamahal ko. Di ko matanggap na ng dahil
sakin kaya nagkaganon siya. Ano pang
silbi ng mga sinabi ko sa kanya noon na
hindinghindi ko siya iiwan......Na hindi ko siya
pababayaan..na hingding hindi siya magiisa...Ano
na nangyari sa mga sinabi ko sa kanya??...




Wala na siya....



Wla na ang taong bumuo ng buhay ko...






Wala na....
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sad noh.. yan xe.. ksalanan xe nun guy eh.. hehehe sna meron keio n22nan sa story n toh..
Currently listening to: crazy in luv
Currently reading: young blood
Currently feeling: disappointed

wanna rock wit m

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